| | so i randomly just read someone's xanga and i decide to log on for the first time in ages... then i read my own xanga and... what is this? only reason i was writing in one was to practice writing stories... and yeah though everything's true, it's all like coded and stuff. but then i realized i'd never write again cause i'd always be thinking about how to put it down and by that time, i'd already lose interest, or it'd be like old news. so i'm just gonna write whatever... like anyone cares or reads mine... doesn't matter, as long as i know it's public, makes me write differently than if i was writing in my journal
so i figure i just be myself and write whatever i feel like. making up stories to try to be more intelligent wasn't working anyways. i'm still just an idiot. you can't cover up being stupid. like if you were smart, you could pretend to be stupid. but if you're just stupid... i guess i could just not open up my mouth... then i'd just be dumb.
shoot, that was the newspaper man just threw the paper at my door. can't believe i'm still up writing thank you cards, resignations and stuff, preparing for my last day at my job.
btw: i really didn't say shoot but i figured i'd keep it clean. i've been catching myself cussing more now because i'm like totally surrounded by it all the time. it doesn't bother me but i figure it might bother someone else... who invented cussing anyways? it's like someone decided some words were not to be used. i guess cussing really isn't an invention but more like the opposite. someone thought up the words but someone else called it cussing. the words really isn't bad till someone claimed it was, now we created this so-called cussing. the words probably would have never gained such popularity... anyways, i have no idea what i'm talking about cause i never did research on cussing or care to. i'll just shut up and be dumb now.
or i could just delete my entries and go back to continuing my story. maybe it'll work, being intelligent. |
| | Posted 6/5/2008 4:02 AM - 14 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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